Why make her feel special at some point in time and then leave her hanging just because you can’t stand up and act on your emotions? In the first place, if you didn’t feel ANYTHING, as in ANYTHING at all, you wouldn’t have bothered to make her feel special.

What can you call yourself if you can’t even defend someone who used to be close to you?

Would you rather lose your friendship for superficial flings and a meremixup of your feelings?

Well, think again.

You hafta sort ‘em out first. Because a broken friendship is difficult to fix than knowing what you exactly feel and acting out on these emotions. 

Dear Future Boyfriend,
I know my voice is not that great. But hey, I could sing you to sleep. I’d gladly volunteer anytime. Because for you, the try is very much worth it. :>

Sincerely,
Me