Why make her feel special at some point in time and then leave her hanging just because you can’t stand up and act on your emotions? In the first place, if you didn’t feel ANYTHING, as in ANYTHING at all, you wouldn’t have bothered to make her feel special.

What can you call yourself if you can’t even defend someone who used to be close to you?

It’s not always the mind that DOES decide, right? Sometimes, some things are really not meant to happen. Some people are really not destined to remain by your side for as long as you want them to. People forget. Things change. Feelings change. Memories fade. 

You just have to wait and see what tomorrow has in store for you. 

Don’t forget this : "The more time you spend with the wrong people actually means that you get lesser time away from the right ones." Remember. No matter how unfair this world is, there are still people who will end up sticking with you no matter what.

So, choosing now on who you’ll keep and who you’ll let go is never too late. Who knows? What you experience now might just be a rehearsal for a subsequent event in the future…

Looks can be deceiving.

Being beautiful/handsome doesn’t give a person any right to act like a bitch/jerk.

So what if you’ve got the looks that could launch a thousand ships? So what if you’ve got the smile that everyone would fall for? It does not give you any right to disrespect others and act as if you’re mighty awesome. That everyone would heed to your every want. That you can go around telling stories behind other people’s backs. 

You can call yourself good-looking, but looks is not the only thing that matters. At the end of the day, you’ll have to remember that in time, looks will fade; but your attitude towards other people and the way you’ve made them feel will always be remembered. 

You can fool others with your smile. You can act nice in front of others. 

BUT YOU CAN NEVER DECEIVE ME.

How is it that when you love someone, you let them go, thinking that if they love you, they’ll  eventually come back no matter how many times you let them go? What is the purpose of it? To see if they care enough to wait for you? To let yourself sort out your feelings? 

But what about their feelings?

The thing is, what you fail to see is that they may not come back, thinking that you don’t love them for the very reason that you let them go.

I missed you. I MISS YOU.

I missed you. I MISS YOU.

But it got to a point when missing you made me numb, waiting for you to return to what you were before.

• When you weren’t able to read that first published write-up, it’s okay. You say you’re just busy. I understand.—Only to find out that you’ve read and re-read that letter you got from someone you consider special. Am I not that special to you, too? L
• When you start distancing away from me, I tried to understand. We’re both busy; we don’t have the same schedules. It’s okay.
• When you forgot to tell me the current happenings in your life;it’s okay.
  
  I tried to understand. 
  Maybe you’re still not that eager to share.
• When you started to drift away from me, I tried to understand.
• When you don’t text me anymore to ask for my opinions on things, I tried to understand. I see you have new friends to share thoughts with.

I was hurt all those time but you didn’t see.

Maybe you've heard. But you haven’t listened.

Maybe you've seen it; but you haven’t paid attention. :(

Now, I’m starting to be a different person.

And when I start to find new friends to share thoughts with.

I hope you’ll understand.